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Mother’s Day :)

Daddy got me some  red roses that i just love 🙂  daddy got me a movie i have been asking for  weeks to have  which was Pocahontas 1 &2 . Daddy got it on mothers day for me. he really know how to make his baby girl happy.  daddy is back at work today 😦

life is good with daddy at my side 🙂

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MEAN DADDY ?

OK OK MAYBE NOT A MEAN DADDY.BUT ITS WHAT I CALL HIM WHEN I DONT GET MY WAY.  HE IS REALLY A GOOD DADDY

BUT I ASK FOR A NEW FRIENDS FROM BUILT BEAR AND DADDY SAID NO. THAT REALLY  MAKE ME A SAD BABY GIRL. DADDY GOT A NEW FRIEND LAST MONTH FOR MY BIRTHDAY. AND I LOVE THEM BUT I WANTED A NEW ONE.  I POST THE NEW BUNNY I GOT BUT I WILL POST A PIC I AGING HE IS THE ONE IN BLACK. I WAS REALLY WANTED A NEW ONE MAYBE DADDY WILL CHANGE HIS MIND SOON AND GET ME ONE. I LOVE YOU DADDY PLZZ BUY ME A NEW FRIEND FROM BUILT A BEAR 🙂

ON ANTHER NOTES ITS THE WEEKEND WHICH DADDY WILL BE HOME SOON CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM ITS BEEN A LONG LONG WEEK WITH OUT HIM.  I LOOK FORWARD TO BATH TIME WITH HIM AND LOTS ON CUDDLE TIME TO . 🙂

MY FRIENDS  THAT KEEP ME SAFE WHILE DADDY IS GONE ON THE TRUCK TO WORK

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ITS NOT EASY BEING A BABY-GIRL

WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE THE HARDER I TRY TO SHOW MY DADDY I LOVE HIM AND I’M ALL HIS.  IT SEEM I ONLY FAIL HIM MORE AND MORE  WITH EACH DAY THAT PAST AND IT SEEM TO DIS POINT HIM BY THE THING I SAY AND DO. ITS NOT EASY BEING A BABY-GIRL AND ALWAYS PLEASING DADDY ALL THE TIME. I TRY I REALLY DO WANT TO MAKE HIM HAPPY. I WANT TO ALWAYS BE HIS BABY GIRL AND I WANT HIM AS MY DADDY. WHY MUST LIFE & DRAMA GET IN MIDDLE OF ME AND DADDY ALL I WANT IS FOR US TO BE HAPPY AND BE TOGETHER.  BUT I FEEL LIKE DADDY IS NOT SURE ANYMORE AND THAT HE THINK HE MAYBE LOSING ME. WE HAVE HAD SOME ONE WALK BACK INTO OUR LIVES AND START A LITTLE DRAMA BETWEEN US.  I NEVER MET FOR IT TO. ITS JUST KIND OF HAPPEN. I DID NOT THINK BE FOR I ACTED  I HAVE TRY TO START THIS BLOG SO DADDY COULD SEE HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM AND CARE ABOUT HIM BUT ITS STARTING TO FEEL LIKE HE THINK MY BLOG IS CRAP AND ITS NOT TRUE  AND ITS SUCKS. IM KINDS OF CRUSHED RIGHT NOW OVER IT ALL. AND I MAY EVEN STOP BLOG FOR A WHILE. I REALLY LIKE GETTING IT OUT THERE HOW I FELT ABOUT HIM SO HE CAN SEE IT  BUT IF HE DOES NOT THINK IT TRUE WHAT THE POINT IN DO IT.  I JUST FEEL LIKE ITS NOT DOING ANY GOOD. I TRY TO PUT HIS MIND TO EASY BUT ITS NOT WORKING I FEEL. AND ITS HEART BREAKING TO ME I WOULD NOT WANT TO HURT HIM ANY WAY. HE IS REALLY GOOD TO ME AND SUPPORT ME IN ANYTHING I WANT TO DO. ITS JUST BEEN A LONG FEW DAYS I JUST HOPE THING START LOOKING UP SOON. ITS REALLY GOT ME DOWN..  I HAVE REALLY MADE A MESS OF THING TO. I DON’T WANT TO LOSE MY DADDY. HE HAS ALREADY HAD TO DEAL WITH A TON OF BS BE FOR AND IT ALL TOOK A TOLL ON HIM AND I REALLY DONT WANT TO DO THE SAME THING TO HIM AGING. I FEEL BAD FOR THIS MESS. I JUST HOPE ITS NOT TO LATE FOR US. AND HE DONT WALK AWAY. I REALLY COULD NOT TAKE LOSING MY DADDY  😦 😦

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MY WEEKEND WITH MY DADDY

like i have said be for my daddy  drive 5 days a week and off weekend. He also live 3 hour from me and most weekends he drive to my house but this weekend i went to daddy’s house. I love  getting to wake up next to daddy  and seeing his face on the weekends. Saturday  it was nice so we took a  long drive i got to site see. and i got to meet some of daddys family. and daddys showed me where he grew up and where he went to school.  Sunday we went to the park and went shopping daddy got me a suff baby boy monkey he is so cute but i left him at daddy house so now i cant post a pic of him but i will next week when i get him. and we went to dinner at chills.  i love spending my weekends with daddy when he is off. I hated having to leave him today but daddy had to go back over the road driving truck. and we was to bust this weekend for me to get a spanking.  and daddy said i was some what a good girl last week so he would let it go for the time being.  I love daddy and i miss him when he is away. but i always look forward to his return…

life is good when i am with daddy  🙂

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I NEED IT

Yes,I get spanked by my daddy. and yes, I consent to it. Because i need it & want it.  because sometimes i am emotionally needy and i need my daddy’s helps… I’m the one who ask daddy to have this kind of lifestyle, he agreed to it.  It holds me accountable for my acting out and being bad. The spanking helps me to not feel guilt about acting out. after the spanking is done. daddy holds me and tells me how much he loves me and just wants whats best for me.  Yes sometimes i do hate it when daddy does it. but i somehow feel better afterwards my attitude seems to get better. I get some kind of release that i cant get anywhere but from being at Daddy’s hands.  I have come to realize that i feel better and i act better for Daddy.  And that makes Daddy really happy. and it makes babygirl smile knowing that daddy is happy with her.  but don’t get me wrong i do hate when it happens. At the same time when its over and done. I know all is forgiven and daddy moves on, he is happy again with baby-girl. I am dedicated to him and he is to me.

I love him and he loves me more then words can say.  Our life together can only get better by having  him take the lead in our household. I hope one day to be called his wife.

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